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a long overdue and way too personal life update

  • Опубліковано 22 вер 2023
  • I know this is probably way too uncensored and way too much information BUT i feel i owe it to you to let you into my life and see all the pieces that aren't connecting. this was a very isolating and confusing era of my life and i hope that at least one person can find something in here that makes them feel less alone in the midst of chaos. thank you for giving me this platform for all of these years i truly love you so so much.
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    0:00 - clearly nervous intro
    2:54 - how i derailed my entire life
    8:21 - why i dropped out of school
    13:18 - please, no more shots
    16:25 - the lawsuit 35
    23:26 - botox and filler oh my
    26:13 - please, seek help
    if you're reading this comment "everyone meet at the deep end at 4"


  • morgans vlogs
    morgans vlogs  4 місяці тому +2223

    I just love you so much that is all. I know this is probably way too uncensored and way too much information but I feel I owe it to you all to connect all of the missing dots. 🤍 thank you for letting me just be me

    • iAmMadeOfSoup
      iAmMadeOfSoup 4 місяці тому +7

      Is your house almost finished

    • Krystal Sparkle
      Krystal Sparkle 4 місяці тому +18

      It’s the best way to be chica! You are a mood and I adore ya.
      “This is how your fucked today!” Yep totally a mood. But girl #Vlogmas2023 will be epic! 😂

    • Jenna
      Jenna 4 місяці тому +17

      You don’t owe us anything girlie!!

    • Luke B
      Luke B 4 місяці тому +12

      everyone meet at the deep end at 4

    • Hmm Pink
      Hmm Pink 4 місяці тому

      hi Morgan, when is the house gonna be finished 🥺

  • Brenna Barkley
    Brenna Barkley 4 місяці тому +893

    ***Morgan*** You are not alone. The random weight gain. Not physically recognizing yourself. Not mentally recognizing yourself. So many of us (100% myself) are going through the same thing and we appreciate that you're being honest about it. STRESS. Omg. What even is life anymore unless you are stressed all the time? Is there a way to not be? Anyway, keep doing you. Life is hard.

    • Mermaid DIYArtist
      Mermaid DIYArtist 3 місяці тому +9

      Stress sucks.

    • Diana W
      Diana W 3 місяці тому +5

      🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️me! Chronic pain is my stress. 50 pounds! Mostly stress but also meds. I used to struggle to gain weight but now I can’t get it off and I DO NOT recognize myself! 😳🫥

    • Sarah Boles-Haslup
      Sarah Boles-Haslup 3 місяці тому +5

      I definitely gained 50 lbs in 5 months when I broke my ankle and I was couch bound. My mom was also getting really sick from her cancer (stage IV breast). I’ve never fully recovered…but I’m trying!

    • Sal
      Sal 3 місяці тому +1

      @Sarah Boles-HaslupThat’s what I expected to happen but I actually lost weight after I had an ankle reconstruction. It’s the damn crutches!! Those things are a workout…

  • a1manda
    a1manda 3 місяці тому +319

    43 year old Australian Mum of 5 here.
    You know what makes you such a good role model?
    It’s that you are real, raw and relatable.
    Even at 43… I totally need to rediscover myself and need a full whole body makeover. In the meantime food is both my friend and my enemy.
    Never apologise for being yourself!!
    We all love you the way you are ❤

    • wildspirit 67
      wildspirit 67 3 місяці тому +1

      Yes this. Thank you.

    • Marissa Rogers
      Marissa Rogers 3 місяці тому +1

      I’ve never loved and related to you more ❤

  • Exit Light
    Exit Light 3 місяці тому +373

    I’m 55 yrs old and watch you and your family. I wish I could hug you. This was brave. I’m proud of you.

    • KB
      KB 3 місяці тому +10

      me too!! I'm 55 yrs old and my momma's heart is very warm to Morgan.

    • Anna KBM
      Anna KBM 3 місяці тому +5

      She is a precious jewel, I just love her too!!!! In good times and bad.

    • Ellaova
      Ellaova 3 місяці тому

      Oh bingo. 🙄
      Meds for correctly diagnosed ADHD are meant to calm and center but girls totally scattered, tweaking, manic.
      This is going to complicate and exacerbate all her problems

  • Allison S
    Allison S 3 місяці тому +185


  • frankie ellsworth
    frankie ellsworth 3 місяці тому +75

    this is what a real role model is. taking accountability and vulnerability.i applaud you for the amount of courage that this took for you.thank you for spreading this message and your story
    - a 16 year old girl 💗

  • Amelia Natalie
    Amelia Natalie 3 місяці тому +102

    I love how you go from dark humour to “this is my favourite blush”. I’m a Counsellor and I’m raising my hand to say I’ve been struggling. Sat in the garden in the sun on my second glass of white, by myself. Sometimes we have to just ride the wave. It’ll pass. Nothing is linear

  • Olivia Brock
    Olivia Brock 3 місяці тому +541

    THIS is what transparency means. It’s so important to share experiences with alcohol, especially because it gets swept under the rug when it comes addictions. Being able to share your emotional swings and all you went through shows how genuine you are. You are one of a kind, Morgan and I admire you so much! Blessings and prayers 💛💛

    • Crystal Vera
      Crystal Vera 3 місяці тому +2

      Did she stop drinking, I’m lost there’s so much she talked about that it was hard to follow. Maybe I have ADDHD. 😢

    • Nicky
      Nicky 3 місяці тому +6

      ​@Crystal Vera I think she said she drinks 2-3 times a month normally. She doesn't drink alone every day anymore.

  • Kguzman
    Kguzman 3 місяці тому +89

    Morgan, as someone who went into a very deep depression and stress that went from weighing 175 to weighing 220 I completely understand what you’re going through. I’m glad that everything is starting to be better. Much love.

    • Roxy
      Roxy 3 місяці тому +1

      Wow, I went through the exact same weight change! Down to that number! It really made me so depressed. I actually ended up going vegan and I lost all the weight in almost 2 months!

    • DM_123
      DM_123 3 місяці тому

      This is so eerie. I’m going through this. Exact same weight change as well. I’m so stressed and depressed. I have so much anxiety and on top of that the weight gain.

  • steph
    steph 3 місяці тому +27

    As a 28 year old who sees 'influences' on social media being all fake and not who they are. I'm so glad that you do youtube and never changed. You are a role model for so many people.

  • Aly Dominguez
    Aly Dominguez 3 місяці тому +63

    I love that you spoke about the topic of excessive drinking! I feel like it’s so normalized to drink in excess and people don’t realize what a slippery slope it is for their mentality. Healthy coping mechanisms are so important! we love how open and transparent you are about everything Morgan ❤

  • J M
    J M 3 місяці тому +9

    I get it girl. I gained almost 80lbs after a mental breakdown, myself. Im currently on the second year after and working my weight back off. It’s hard to pull yourself up from the depths ❤❤❤

  • Gem Stone
    Gem Stone 3 місяці тому +37

    Morgan you are going to graduate 👩‍🎓 Write yourself another goal letter with a realistic time to register and finish those last two semesters. You made the right choice to keep yourself financially stable and work on yourself. In a year your house will be complete, legal dramas a thing of the past… Fall 2024 this Queen is going back to University. Looking forward to a spring 2025 graduation vlog.

    • morgans vlogs
      morgans vlogs  3 місяці тому +22

      Thank you for this 🥹 it actually inspired me hahah

    • Gem Stone
      Gem Stone 3 місяці тому +10

      It’s all perspective it’s not quitting school it’s just putting your education on pause. Your mental health is priority number one and there’s no point in the renovated house if you can’t afford to turn the lights on. It’s never too late I went back to school at 28 and graduated at 30. You can do this when you get that itch to go back you will know it’s time. Let this time be the year of Morgan falling in love with Morgan.

  • Kyra Sims
    Kyra Sims 3 місяці тому +32

    Morgan, I was told I had ADHD in second grade. Because I and my parents were against medication I did nothing till I was 20 years old. This is when I got formally diagnosed and started ADHD meds. It’s like my mind was driving 80mph on the freeway in California at Russ hour and meds take me down to 25mph on a country road. It’s life changing. I’m so happy for you. I can honestly say 10 years later I have zero regrets in starting an ADHD med.

    • allie cloud
      allie cloud 3 місяці тому +4

      This comment made me take my meds finally for the day which I’ve procrastinated

    • It’s Jess
      It’s Jess 3 місяці тому +1

      I wish I could find meds that don’t send me into panic attacks. Any advice? :( I struggle daily with adhd

    • Karen Marie
      Karen Marie 3 місяці тому

      My story is very similar! I wish I had been on meds my whole life. I’m just grateful to have had them since college.

    • Kyra Sims
      Kyra Sims 3 місяці тому

      @It’s Jess have you tried generic testing to see what meds are right fit you?

    • allie cloud
      allie cloud 3 місяці тому +6

      @It’s Jess this might sound like strange advice but I would prioritize finding a better doctor over the right meds, once you find the right doctor everything else will come around. You need someone willing to listen to you when you say “hey I don’t like these” or “these make me feel like a zombie” or “these make me even more depressed”. A good doctor will listen and give their recommendation something like “well I would like if you tried this for at least one more month because it takes 3-4 weeks to really take affect so we want to make sure it’s not a good fit” or “okay I’m not sure why that would be case, I thought this would help because it increases xyz and that should improve things but let’s try something else” or the best response “I’m sorry it’s making things worse, here’s another medicine we can try that people who have had similar reactions like yours to that medication often prefer”. This is what my doctor did, I tried for 4 medications, each for 1-2 months before finding one that works. Normally a person would have anxiety about meds making them feel worse but this approach helps you see a light at the end of the tunnel and that you have the power to advocate and be in charge of your health, changing your meds because you know yourself, as long as you work WITH your doctor and wait out the few weeks of trial and error. I hope you can find a doctor like that! Keep looking around and also use Google reviews before seeing a doctor to see if they have good feedback, once you actually meet them it’s harder to switch providers with insurance. You got this good luck

  • _1_Loner_yo
    _1_Loner_yo 2 місяці тому +6

    I sometimes feel like Morgan and I have the same feelings at the same time, but different situations. It’s so nice to watch someone who goes through the same stuff as you do. Also she finds always the best way possible to describe everything that’s going on

  • Maggie Sugar
    Maggie Sugar 3 місяці тому +60

    My partner went trough a legal battle with now his ex employer, boy those were 8 rough months. Sending you much positive energy and prayers ❤

  • Bri Fiji
    Bri Fiji 3 місяці тому +13

    That weight gain confusion is SO relatable. I've gained a LOT more weight back since the first time I started losing weight a few years ago and its been hard for me to edit and feel confident enough to post videos to youtube now or even on IG. I feel so comforted since you were able to share that with us. I could feel myself spiraling as well so this was a well needed wake up call for me. Thanks for giving us an update on what happened. I hope you continue to feel better and heal from this! 💗

  • Juanita Pride
    Juanita Pride 4 місяці тому +498

    We love a genuine honest queen! We absolutely adore you Morgan! ✨✨✨✨

    • Philosophy_Bot
      Philosophy_Bot 3 місяці тому

      Beep bop... I'm the Philosophy Bot. Here, have a quote:
      "The irrationality of a thing is no argument against its existence, rather a condition of it"
      ~ Nietzsche

  • Andrea AL
    Andrea AL Місяць тому

    thank you for being so honest with us and for being so kind and nice, you really have the ability to talk about things and emotions with a sincerity and tenderness that really helps to relate to them and to approach them better in our own lifes, it really helps listening to you , love you ❤

  • K Christine
    K Christine 3 місяці тому +16

    I love that you told us about the Botox and such. It’s nice to hear different people’s experiences and how it went or how they felt afterwards. You don’t owe anyone anything in regards to telling information like that. It’s genuine of you to tell us like a big sister the experience you had ❤😊

  • sheetzjunkie
    sheetzjunkie 3 місяці тому +65

    Morgan coming from a recovering addict. I think a lot of us saw you were reaching out for help but didn't know what to do. We all love you and want the best for you!

  • Katie Marie
    Katie Marie 3 місяці тому +254

    Hearing Morgan talk about how she gained weight and how she felt about it, was the most relatable thing I’ve ever heard. Thank you for talking about it with us. It’s almost kinda comforting knowing someone so beautiful in my eyes can also struggle with self imagine. I hope that isn’t taken the wrong way! Anyways love Morgan, you’re wonderful 🤍

    • morgans vlogs
      morgans vlogs  3 місяці тому +42

      Not taken the wrong way at all, I appreciate you so much 🥹❤️❤️

    • Kayla Milligan
      Kayla Milligan 3 місяці тому +1

      Been watching you for years, you're an absolute rocket and an inspiration to many. Much love and stay strong ❤

  • TheOConnorFam
    TheOConnorFam 3 місяці тому +9

    This spoke to me so hard! Thanks for being open and honest with us! ❤️ Everyone meet at the deep end at 4! 🎉

  • Rhianna O'Connor
    Rhianna O'Connor 3 місяці тому +9

    I cannot explain to you how much I needed to hear this. Thank you for being so freaking relatable to me.

  • Shannon M.
    Shannon M. 2 місяці тому

    Wow! She’s so REAL I love it! I feel in to drinking that same way it’s so cool to watch her talk about it! ❤

  • Krisii Carey
    Krisii Carey 3 місяці тому +19

    You spoke to me saying when you gain or lose weight you don’t recognize yourself, I barely push 100lbs, coming out of an abusive relationship and I don’t recognize myself. Fighting for my life to gain weight. Thank you for speaking your truth. ❤

  • user
    user 4 місяці тому +612

    Life isn't completed without Morgans vlogs

    • alexander
      alexander 3 місяці тому +1

      ☺️🙆‍♂️ right!

      KEVINJ MARTIN 3 місяці тому +1

      You should write positive sentences; for example, life is complete with Morgan’s vlogs

    • Luna DeMort
      Luna DeMort 3 місяці тому

      This is why we love you. Honesty is a virtue Sis 💙💙

  • KittensDen
    KittensDen 3 місяці тому +9

    Morgan....fellow Morgan... never apologize for having to deal with life. We love you for keeping it real!

  • MeganVideoBlog
    MeganVideoBlog 3 місяці тому +10

    21:52 this is exactly how I felt losing weight after pregnancy. It felt like reclaiming myself and made me realize what a hard period of life I was leaving behind.

    • Tess Palmer
      Tess Palmer 3 місяці тому

      exactly!! 2 years later I am finally back down to my pre-baby weight and finally feel like myself again

  • KK
    KK 3 місяці тому +30

    You are my favorite UAclipsr as a single girl over 40. So genuine and relatable. I don’t watch many people, but I keep coming back to yours, because they’re so real!

  • Heavymetalcat
    Heavymetalcat Місяць тому

    Sending you so much love and best vibes 💛 I'm feeling the same way, I'm happy in some ways and others I'm just in that damn hole, trying to make it as everyone else is. It's hard but I'm positive and we got this girl!

  • louisa W
    louisa W 3 місяці тому +2

    This is the first time I’ve ever commented on anything I’m pretty sure and I feel so safe after listening to you speak we all love you so much I’ve just finally fully came to terms with my very messy breakup (with friends and a boyfriend) even though I already have a new boyfriend I feel like I’m finally moving onto a new chapter where I’m not just going to be used by others it gives me so much hope that you went through such a hard time and shows me that I can do that to and all your fans truly love you, you made this safe space on the internet

  • Lauren Jones
    Lauren Jones 3 місяці тому +333

    Don’t ever apologise for going away and dealing with absolute shit. We love you for you and everything you go through. Fuck the brutal bastards ❤️

  • Amelia Tocchio
    Amelia Tocchio 3 місяці тому +3

    You’re not alone Morgan. I went undiagnosed my whole life which made things so much more confusing and made the spirals so much more frequent. The meds quieted my brain completely and help me 110000%. I am so proud of you.

  • Lilly Hodges
    Lilly Hodges 2 місяці тому +2

    Morgan, you're an absolutely beautiful upbeat young woman. I've been watching you for years and wondering where you've been lately and hearing you're story makes perfect sense why you've been absent. I'm disabled and have been since 2007. I understand so much of what you said about not recognizing yourself. I'm so glad to hear you're coming out on the other side of what you've been dealing with. I truly hoping to continue too see more of you and want to thank you for sharing what you can about your horrible experience. The willingness to share your truth will make such a difference for all your followers avidly support you. Welcome back, I hope to see so much more from you in the coming days, weeks and even months.

  • Chelsea White
    Chelsea White 28 днів тому

    The quiet brain thing is such a nice feeling… totally get it! I haven’t really heard anyone else explain it like you did and it just clicks!

  • Nicki McMaster
    Nicki McMaster 3 місяці тому

    I’m so happy you have been uploading more❤️ you look beautiful as ever😇

    • Kazi Imtiaz Ahammad
      Kazi Imtiaz Ahammad Місяць тому

      Jesus ( peace be upon him) is the prophet of God like all other prophets but not God. Please follow the true path of Islam. Please research more and more to save from hellfire after the death. Indeed There is no other God except Almighty Allah who is one and ever living and only the creator of every Single thing.

  • Shannen P.
    Shannen P. 3 місяці тому +2

    I love you. Thank you. I still can’t quite express how much you have helped me grow. Seeing your honesty with the dark bits of life… it’s freeing to not have to hide. What I’ve found myself working on is not letting the spiral go so long. Like I am allowed to feel this emotion but I don’t have to let it drag me down. We are standing up. Still keep you in my prayers sis. I am really proud of you for recognizing… and not being ashamed to share; because I’ve been slipping here recently. I needed a little wake up call too. Thank you for being you, quirks and all. ♥️

  • bookwrm4evr
    bookwrm4evr 3 місяці тому +433

    Morgan, I'm a whole ass married 40 yr old with a teenager and every time you have these sit down chats or chicken coop chats (which I very much enjoy), I swear, there is so much I learn from you. Your perspective and your words, my gosh, have taught me accountability, toward myself mainly, which is one of those hard to swallow realizations one doesn't always want to face; but just know it has been helpful in ways I hadn't noticed before. Not trying to make a long ass speech, so to cut it off here, thank you. You truly are an incredible, inspirational young woman. I am cheering for you and your endeavors...chaotic and neutral haha.

    • Carleigh Bott
      Carleigh Bott 3 місяці тому +10

      & very well said!

    • Lucy Lu
      Lucy Lu 3 місяці тому +10

      Oh my goodness girl SAMEEEE.. 47, 2 teen daughters. Love Morgan for every bit of wisdom she gives us Re. her generation. It’s so refreshing and helps me be a better mumma.

    • Amanda Baehman
      Amanda Baehman 3 місяці тому +6

      thiiiiiis ^^^ we’re all so different, but really we’re SO similar. Makes me feel better! 🤍

    • bookwrm4evr
      bookwrm4evr 3 місяці тому +6

      @Lucy Lu Yes!, especially for her generation. Look at you Morgan, bringing people together ❤

    • Jaime
      Jaime 3 місяці тому +2

      Same! 38 here with two teens and a 3 year old. Morgan you have already learned lessons most don’t learn till much later in life. Morgan you are amazing! Your prospective is so genuine.

  • Mackenzie Baker
    Mackenzie Baker 3 місяці тому +2

    Morgan I feel like you’re a dear friend to me & I want you to know watching your trials and tribulations does not feel like watching you fail, we are all watching you continue to grow!! You’re such a bright light and that’s how you got the nice corner. ❤ keep being you sister. You’re on the other side. 🎉

  • Paige Marie
    Paige Marie 3 місяці тому +3

    this was so relatable I was like that for a year and I can’t even think about it, it hurts a lot but I’m so glad I’m back to myself I love listening to your videos love you Morgan and I hope you are doing really well💕💕

  • Lexy Condeelis
    Lexy Condeelis 3 місяці тому +2

    Omg this is like pages out of my journal. As sad as I feel you've had to know this trauma, it is comforting to hear that I am not the only one living in an absolutely INSANE horror film. Sending you love and light. Thank you for putting your story out there 🩷🩷🩷

  • Sid
    Sid 3 місяці тому +4

    The fact that I am going through the EXACT depressive/body dismorphic situation as you did but didn't fully comprehend/realize it until you explained it just now..im honestly speechless.😭

  • Olivia Coleman
    Olivia Coleman 3 місяці тому

    I just started watching your videos in March so this was actually bonkers to hear about. You are a strong af woman and thank you for sharing this with the internet 😘

    • Kazi Imtiaz Ahammad
      Kazi Imtiaz Ahammad Місяць тому

      Jesus ( peace be upon him) is the prophet of God like all other prophets but not God. Please follow the true path of Islam. Please research more and more to save from hellfire after the death. Indeed There is no other God except Almighty Allah who is one and ever living and only the creator of every Single thing.

  • Kaitlyn Lee
    Kaitlyn Lee 4 місяці тому +309

    The best kind of role model is one that lives authentically. I thank you for your courage not only in your daily life, with all that you've been working towards for the last few years, but to also share your story with us on here. Legal battles are so hard. Let yourself feel that. We are here for you.

  • Alexis Beene
    Alexis Beene 3 місяці тому +3

    I’m currently dealing with weight gain due to stress and it is incredibly difficult. It is so comforting hearing someone else that has had this same struggle. I know that is difficult but I appreciate you being vulnerable and talking about it 🫶🏼

  • Bellabeezzz
    Bellabeezzz 3 місяці тому +2

    Morgan, you always make me feel like I’m not alone. We are sisters in spirit that is for sure. I too am going through a time and too long to put into words however, knowing I’m not alone knowing that your struggle is real like so many of us, here, who love and adore your channel. I started my own health journey recently, and I always check out your page to see if you updated and I’m glad to hear that your legal issues are coming to a close and enjoy that beautiful house of yours and your beautiful family. Love to you all.

  • Shelby Smith
    Shelby Smith 3 місяці тому +2

    Never apologize for taking time for yourself- you don't owe us anything! I'm always rooting for you Morgan, love you and am so glad things are looking up 💖

    LOL RIP 3 місяці тому +2

    I'm spiraling right now. You are a good role model Morgan, thank you for being real.

  • Emily Bears
    Emily Bears 3 місяці тому +2

    These videos help so much being in my early 20’s and navigating stress and mental health real videos and raw feelings mean so much . Been watching you since you first got posted on Shane’s channel and you started your own channels ❤ .life is sometimes such a spiral and hard to see a light and it’s a relief to hear someone I look up to relate . We love you

  • Rachel H
    Rachel H 3 місяці тому +126

    “Hi nice to meet you I’m un fucking well” 💀 the girls that get it get 😂 But seriously, thank you for continually being your authentic and candid gorgeous self. It’s one thing to scroll social media and tell yourself that it’s all an illusion and people curate/post the best versions of themselves, it’s another to actually be able to hear someone you look up to and admire being open about their own struggles and experiences. Grateful for everything you choose to share with us 🖤

    • Amanda Baehman
      Amanda Baehman 3 місяці тому +1

      the way I couldn’t clip that sound bite fast enough to use it in my everyday life 😅

  • Karen L
    Karen L 3 місяці тому

    I love this. So real. We all go through ups and downs and seasons and in this time most people just share the ups. Also PLEASE do 75 and film it. Tbh make a Denver girls 75 hard challenge cause I wanna do it too!! ♥️

  • Autumn
    Autumn 3 місяці тому +4

    I tried not crying when you were talking about how out of body you’ve been😭😭 Love you and thank you for being so real. I wish the best for you. Keep going love!!

  • Chickapow
    Chickapow 3 місяці тому +3

    I'm currently going through and struggling with all these same mental struggles, the alcohol and the weight gain (but no lawsuit lol). Finally going to a doctor for the first time tomorrow about it, but I love listening to others be so vulnerable and discuss their very similar struggles. It feels a lot less lonely, so thank you for being so open.

  • Sandra McLean
    Sandra McLean 3 місяці тому +3

    Sending a massive hug. I spiralled into a depression when I lost one of my dogs in 2021. Took me a while to figure it out so I opened up to my friends and I spoke to my GP. But I got it out and at least realized what was wrong with me. So you are not alone. Stresses have such an effect on us and we do not even realize. And my relationship with my abusive mum finally came to an end. As happy an event as that is, it still diid not feel good.

  • Mo W
    Mo W 3 місяці тому +99

    It feels so refreshing to hear someone talk about how stress and alcohol impact thinking. I recently came to my own conclusion with alcohol. Congratulations Morgan on getting through it!

    • Chars
      Chars 3 місяці тому

      Drinking made me gain like 50lbs so fast and as soon as I stopped I started dropping weight like crazy.. but was drinking bc of stress and depression..

  • Steven Wade Ousley-Touchet II
    Steven Wade Ousley-Touchet II 3 місяці тому +3

    “Everyone meet in the deep end at 4!” Love you forever and always, Morgan!! Thanks for so consistently inspiring me on such a regular basis, and for being my spirit human! Hope you’re having a fabulous weekend, adore you, thank you for your vulnerability because it’s super refreshing in this day and age! Xoxo Steven ❤

  • Mariann Hernandez
    Mariann Hernandez 3 місяці тому

    Love your transparency Morgan 🥰 Thank you for sharing!!

  • Cranberry
    Cranberry 3 місяці тому

    I am so proud of you for getting through this. Regardless of how much you struggled you did it. I wish you love and happiness and a better year. 😊😊😊

  • Monsse Villegas
    Monsse Villegas 3 місяці тому

    Morgan thank you for your transparency, we love your unfiltered videos!!! im so sorry you went through such a shit year. so happy to hear you are on the other side!! your videos always make me feel all bright and giddy for the day

  • Olympasscee
    Olympasscee 3 місяці тому +2

    i've been struggling lately and i love to see those in the media being so vunerable and reltable! love you girl💓

  • Isabel Davidson
    Isabel Davidson 3 місяці тому +2

    Never feel bad for sharing how you feel to people. When you said “stop taking everything so personally” that hit home because I do tend to take things personally but this year I am really trying not to for my own mental health.
    Thank you for sharing with us! 🫶🏽

  • Ana
    Ana 4 місяці тому +197

    Cookie did great entertaining us while you walked away 👍🏼👍🏼💖💖💖🐈‍⬛️✨️

  • Mika Plays Games
    Mika Plays Games 3 місяці тому +1

    I used to watch every one of your videos and started to fall off of watching in 2020/2021 when I switched channels and lost all my subscriptions. This video came up on my homepage today and I was so happy to see you that I immediately clicked it. This video just hit me right in the gut. I’ve been there and the way you described how easy it is to spiral is so spot on. I respect you so much for your honesty and realness and it’s so comforting to see you on the other side of that dark place and know that you CAN get through it. I’ve definitely resubscribed to you and can’t wait to watch you shine ❤ ✨

  • Budget with Courtney
    Budget with Courtney 3 місяці тому

    I love you so much Morgan! You are so down to earth and so relatable. Keep being YOU even when your mind tells you negative stuff. You are awesome.
    Please keep us posted on the ADHD meds. Im on so many meds already for different medical reasons, and my ADHD is becoming more apparent... but I really don't want to go on more meds 😢

  • M
    M 3 місяці тому

    I have been there the not being able to recognize my own thoughts in my head, things I’ve done, my own body, all of those things you said! I’ve tried to explain this to people before and no one has ever understand this! Why the heck does this occur!!!! Thank you for being so honest!

  • Alex
    Alex 3 місяці тому +1

    This must not be easy for you to do morgan! I’m proud of you! Thank you for sharing this 💛

  • Claire Wedgeworth
    Claire Wedgeworth 3 місяці тому +1

    *I love how relatable you are🙏🏻 I’m so sorry you’re going thru this, you’re so strong please don’t ever give up💪🏻 Remember things get worse before they get better. The comeback is always greater than the setback🙌🏻 💕*

  • Lashaun
    Lashaun 3 місяці тому

    Morgan! Thank you so much for being very honest with your struggles with us. 🥲❤️ My year started out so rough. I was laid off from a job I absolutely loved, while I was on shift. I gave that company everything. I feel like complete garbage almost every day. I was in the middle of my healing/health journey and it all went out the window after that. I’ve lost interest in all my hobbies again, I’m gaining my weight back AGAIN, I legit just sit at home and stare out my window like Bella Swan in New Moon. 😔 I also went through a downward spiral with drinking a year ago so that’s been hard to not start again as well. Thank you for being so real with us. I’m also doing my best to fight my way through this. Always love your videos. We’re all rooting for you ❤️

  • Bailey B
    Bailey B 3 місяці тому +39

    This video is exactly what I needed. I can’t even explain how refreshing this tone was. Being so honest and vulnerable but not looking for anything besides a space to be honest and that these moments although hard are temporary

  • Game Master Jack
    Game Master Jack 3 місяці тому +2

    Hun we all go through the shit. Just hope you’re doin good physically and mentally. Keep the content coming cause I need something to relate to and as someone of the same age and dealing with similar issues it’s truly encouraging seeing you’re videos. Friggin love you!!!!!

  • Ashley Beckett
    Ashley Beckett 3 місяці тому

    You got this Morgan! I understand the spiral and you went through some big shit no one our age should but rest easy knowing you got yourself to where you are now! You are strong and you got this! You know we are always here to talk when you need! Love ya girl!

  • Marion Sicard
    Marion Sicard 3 місяці тому +4

    I’m so glad your storm has quieted and the sunshine is back! It’s so nice to know we don’t endure storms alone and it feels great that the sun shines on us together too. Shine bright girl ❤☀️😊

  • Theresa Harding
    Theresa Harding 3 місяці тому +2

    I just respect how honest you are. Showing people how life is not perfect, people are not perfect. How every day can be a struggle at times. I think you are a roll model and the best kind. A HONEST ONE. Keep being your beautiful self.

  • Arlo Fischer
    Arlo Fischer 3 місяці тому +65

    Cookie so completely unbothered in the background while Morgan spills her heart and soul. You've been through so much, sister. Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing. We want you to thrive.

  • KudzuCackalacky
    KudzuCackalacky 3 місяці тому +3

    As someone who is older than you, all I can say is that's life. You,ll have ups with the down . It's the coping skills you must master. Each bad and good thing you will learn from. The secret is to keep going. You are not alone. If you're having a bad day try to do just one positive thing for yourself. You are such a delight to watch. You keep it real. Love watching your maturity and progress.

  • Susie
    Susie 3 місяці тому

    I wish I could give you a great big hug! You are the most honest, beautiful and relatable people I have ever seen. I can relate to everything you talked about, especially the weight thing, ugh! I am never in family photos, I never want to go places and do things because I gained weight. I was always the tall thin girl in my 20's and now I feel like a foreigner in my own body. Not sure why I care so much what other people think of me and why I am stepping in my own way for all out happiness! AND .... I have come to realize no one is looking at me and no one cares. It is only myself that cares! You are really a beautiful person inside and out Morgan. Thank you for always being honest! Big hugs to you!

  • Plants Pots & What-Nots
    Plants Pots & What-Nots 3 місяці тому +4

    44 years old today, and I can tell you that this resonated so much with me. Thank you, Morgan, for sharing all of that with us. I'm sure it wasn't easy. You're not alone, we are not alone, and we love you to bits! ❤

  • Lizz Nicole
    Lizz Nicole 3 місяці тому +1

    I love that I can relate hard in every video, we be goin through it sis, you’re not alone in the madness ❤

  • Keona Polhamus
    Keona Polhamus 3 місяці тому +1

    As someone who’s been going through a horrific time (not a legal battle, but comparable inescapable circumstances) this has been so relatable for me. It’s comforting to hear your honesty about how you’ve struggled to cope and how you’ve hurt people but it gives you more empathy now. Thank you for sharing, Morgan! It helped me remind myself that I am doing the best I can and to keep coping because things will change❤❤❤

  • Kristýna Hrdličková
    Kristýna Hrdličková 4 місяці тому +51

    Honestly, you are the best role model ever, imo. Speaking your truth and telling things just how they are - and taking responsibility for your life? Some of the most important things people could learn from you!

  • Naomi M
    Naomi M 3 місяці тому +2

    Been having the worst few weeks and girl I loved this vid. Always appreciate your honesty!! ❤❤

  • Amanda Baehman
    Amanda Baehman 3 місяці тому +1

    Morgan! This is deep as hell, & SO relatable ❤ the way you articulate feelings that I’ve had but haven’t quite been able to explain 🤌🏼 you’re a baddy, & the real ones are all here for you! #spiralgang

  • KatylynG
    KatylynG 2 місяці тому

    Thank you for sharing!! I relate to the drinking bit so much cause that's how my 2020 was. We love you!!!

  • Carleigh Bott
    Carleigh Bott 3 місяці тому +2

    Morgan 😭 I literally never comment on anything on the internet but I’ve been watching you for so long and it was so good to hear that you’re doing so well now. I hope you see this and it can show you what a difference you make in peoples lives❤️ this video made me feel like I was sat down with a glass of wine and chatting with a best friend that I haven’t caught up with in a while lmao your random jokes lighten up the mood perfectly. but seriously. I’m so sorry you had to go through such a hard time. You make me want to finally see a therapist because I relate with a lot of the things you say, and I’ve been struggling with many things in my head for a long time. Your video may help me muster up the guts to finally talk to a professional. You’re so self aware and so strong!! I’m so glad you’re going to be living in your dream house soon, you deserve so much happiness ❤️

  • Makenzie Kessler
    Makenzie Kessler 3 місяці тому

    Morgan I just love you so much!❤😂
    Your vlogs are everything. Do you girl! I love that you keep it real and are authentically you, sharing the good and the bad because it’s all so relatable.❤️

  • Arlette M Campos
    Arlette M Campos 3 місяці тому +21

    You honestly don't give yourself enough credit for the strength you carry.
    Thank you for being so real, transparent & relatable. You truly are a beautiful soul!
    Cannot wait to see you continue to grow & see the progress of your home evolve!
    Love ya!💜🤍💜

  • Giovanna Chavez
    Giovanna Chavez 3 місяці тому

    You’re not alone girl currently in the deep end myself you’re strong and you have a great family hope it gets better for you 🙏🏼

  • hmstru8y
    hmstru8y 3 місяці тому

    Morgan my heart is with you. WHen I say I haven;t felt more seen, giiiiirlll, I relate soooo much. This year has been hell for me to the point I wondered if I was cursed. I also went through the immense weight gain and can relate to what you said about youe mind not being yours. Thank you for opening up and sharing. You are not alone. I absolutely love your videos because its like having a girlfriend chat. My close gfs arent inn the same state as me and this year has made traveling out of the question. I love you and I promise things are going up for you and a large blessing is on your way

  • Kristan Amelia
    Kristan Amelia 3 місяці тому

    Morgan, I understand where you're coming from. We can be so hard on ourselves. You are so loved and admired. Thank you for being genuine and wonderful.

  • Harpylady269
    Harpylady269 3 місяці тому +2

    Stress is such a huge deal. People discount it because it's not considered a problem, it's so normalized. It can cause so, so much pain, and it's easy to get in a position where you're making decisions to cope that end up being either damaging or regretful. So many people have gone through this and I'm so glad you're able to move on!

  • Olivia Parker
    Olivia Parker 3 місяці тому +31

    When you said you didn’t recognize yourself anymore, I felt that. There have been many times that I have felt like I don’t recognize the person in the mirror or the person in pictures with my friends. Thank you for sharing your raw real emotions💕

  • Alyssa Aguirre
    Alyssa Aguirre 3 місяці тому +1

    This is so relatable. Thank you for being so open. I’m going on year two of my divorce and it’s suppose to be finalized in June. Mentally, emotionally, financially, etc has been shit! Physically I don’t even recognize myself. I’m trying to lose weight now and it’s a real struggle. We got his Morgan ❤

  • kerensa garay
    kerensa garay 3 місяці тому +1

    Everyone meet at the deep end at 4 ❤
    Thank you for your honesty Morgan! I can imagine these things can be so hard to talk about especially law stuff and mental health. That’s something I struggle with opening up about as well so thank you and I’m glad you are in a better place ❤

  • Marissa Rogers
    Marissa Rogers 3 місяці тому

    Morgan I love you much I swear you’re my spirit animal 😂 I’ve watched you through my darkest times and girl you never stop putting a smile on my face. Sending all the absolute love and happiness the universe can your way ❤

  • John Strickland
    John Strickland 3 місяці тому +1

    Wow, Morgan. I am sorry that you have had to go through so much crap this year! Keep strong and remember that it DOES get better 😊

  • Annette Auckland
    Annette Auckland 3 місяці тому +5

    Morgan you don't have to be anybodys role model - be you ❤ and if you need to take a break, take the damn break!
    Really glad you're feeling better within and about yourself and thanks for being vulnerable with us. ❤❤

  • Lisa Kornick
    Lisa Kornick 3 місяці тому +13

    I honestly didn’t even realize your appearance changed whatsoever. We are always our worst critic but I promise most people don’t notice! ❤ I love how honest you are about what you’re going through so many of us can relate

  • Kat Weber
    Kat Weber 3 місяці тому +1

    i finally got medicated for my adhd this year and MAN it is LIFE CHANGING. I feel you, it feels like all the little workers in your brain actually know what they're doing lol. So happy you're feeling better again girl!

  • Sarah Gray
    Sarah Gray 3 місяці тому +1

    Morgan, thank you for being you! 🫶🏼 The fact that you are so honest and open with us makes me feel so much less alone. Yes queen! 💅🏼✨